[Epub] ➤ Drowning In Me ➥ Anastasha Renee – Centrumpowypadkowe.co.uk

Drowning In Me I M Only Eighteen And I Am Already Damaged Goods I Have Slept With Men Than I Can Even Remember, Woken Up In Places That Would Make A Normal Person Retch, And Shared Dirty Needles Just So I Could Feel Something Other Than The Darkness That S Always Lurking Which Makes Me A Slut A Whore.A Cutter A Failure Dirty.A Disappointment To Anyone That I Come In Contact With For As Long As I Can Remember Someone Finally Thinks I Am Worth Fixing And I Am Already Tempted To Break My Promises And Find Someone New To Fuck, Just To Drive Him Away Months Later, He S Marrying His Ex Unless I Ask Him Not To If You Start To Slip, To Drown, I Will Help You Breathe But Now I Have Found My Dare Dereck Again, A Broken Man From My Past He Sees Past My Mask Of Indifference And Into The Fractures In My Fa Ade, And Doesn T Want To Fix Me At All Dereck Wants Me To Stop Hiding, To Stop Pretending He Wants To Break Down My Walls So He Can Find The Real Me Buried Underneath All The Layers But That Means Letting Him See All Of My Ugly Past And Forgiving Him For His Secrets With My Past And My Addictions Weighing Down On Me, Do I Want The Man Who Holds Me Together Or The Man Who Gives Me Permission To Finally Drown